#the whole thing makes me sad tbh
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I think the biggest thing for me is how wildly uncomfortable they both look in these pictures, but in completely different ways. And then also that in this picture, she seems to be visibly recoiling/leaning away from him:
I am by no means a body language expert, so I'm happy for others to weigh in and share their thoughts, but Michael and AL just do not look like they belong together. To paraphrase @thetardisisblueandroseistoo, they look like when a bridesmaid and groomsman who have never met before are asked to walk down the aisle together at a wedding. Of course, the discomfort could be because there were a bunch of paparazzi taking pictures and cameras flashing in their faces (which is certainly not an easy thing to deal with). But it's such a strange thing to think that normally their body language is reversed (AL leaning into Michael's space and him not leaning into hers), and here he seems to actually be trying (somewhat), yet she just looks repulsed.
I've written previously on my blog about how AL only seems to like Michael when he looks a certain way that she deems "presentable," and when he doesn't, she resorts to making passive-aggressive comments about his appearance. This seems to track with whatever is going on here, as it is very reminiscent of snarky comments she made when he had a similar look and build for the role of Chris Tarrant in Quiz:
It seems possible, then, that the discomfort also emanates from the fact that she is embarrassed by how he looks/how they look together on the red carpet.
Another possible contributing factor is that Michael hates to shave--we know it's not how he prefers to present himself to the world--and so it almost feels like he's hiding in a too-big suit as a result. It pains me to even say it, because I do love Michael and I think he always looks so handsome, but whoever dressed him/put him in that suit did not do him any favors. Especially because we have seen him happier and in a much more well-tailored suit at the Pride of Britain awards in 2019:
It's just so jarring to see Michael by himself on a red carpet (or with David, or with any of his previous girlfriends) as compared to with her. There was even a PR article in the Daily Mail about how "loved up" they looked, which came across as incredibly forced and hollow. As always, I know I could be wrong about all this, but the fact that I and so many others felt so much secondhand discomfort upon seeing these pictures seems to speak volumes...
New red carpet pics and ugh what is wrong with APAT? Can’t she look happy even for paparazzi? And why does Michael always look so uncomfortable next to her in public?
Also girl needs to know how to smile if she plans to be on screen. Best she can do is a grimace 🤦🏻♀️
...I think you're mistaking 'grimace' for 'resting smug-ass bitch face,' but why quibble?
#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#pride of britain 2023#they just do not give 'couple' energy and never have#the whole thing makes me sad tbh#i just hope Michael knows that he is lovely#and deserves good things#and i wish he could be with the person who energizes him instead of draining him#Michael is a talented actor#but he can't hide his true feelings as himself#anna lundberg#discourse#reblog
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so the plot holes... were just plot holes? the unexplained things were just... unexplained things?
#I'm. a bit confused#don't get me wrong i like the finale and it was very sad and sweet#but like...#hm....#i thought we were gonna get more answers yk?#like why did Ruby make it snow#or why some things didn't add up#why so much fourth wall breaking#why those master references and such#so like#either next season clears it up with the whole mrs flood thing#or i will never trust RTD ever again#ngl#because that ending felt... sloppy? kinda?#also absolutely did not like all the Susan build up and then nothing#yes it was a trap from Sutekh but still#idk guys. idk how to feel tbh#I'll probably rewatch the whole season sometime later now that it's complete and make up my mind better#but as of now#I'm not. convinced#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#dw s14#doctor who series 14#fifteenth doctor#ruby sunday#empire of death#doctor who empire of death#doctor who s14
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Fem Usopp would sew cute desings of stuff lije flowers and little bees on her clothes to decorate them. She does it on Sanji's aprons too so they can match
Real!!! Fem Usopp would sooo have her overalls full of flowers and little cute bugs. She makes that a hobby and decides to do it for Sanji too, not only for her aprons but also for her dresses. It's never too eccentric for Sanji, though, because she likes to go classier, but sometimes the hem of her dresses are decorated with embroidered adorable stuff.
So Usopp would make these (because she would also paint her overalls).
And she would make these for Sanji:
And these would be the aprons:
#i love my sapphics so much#i was about to post something about fem sanuso how did you knowww#they mean the world to me tbh#i just know usopp would LOVE to make these and sanji would fall in love with her even more#usopp makes zoro ONE thing and sanji gets upset and sad for the whole day lmao#one piece#black leg sanji#usopp#sanuso#fem sanuso#<- aka best sanuso
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i miss posting and making and engaging with ieytd content but I will be honest sometimes it feels alienating. as a lesbian.
#bee's buzzing#ieytd#i dont know.. its probably just me being Strange. but.#the Main guy in the fandom is juniper. and he's interesting! but. i don't... think about him as often#and when i do it's never in the shipping / x reader context i see so frequently in the tags.#i dont ship him with agent phoenix because. my agent is an it/its dyke. so i dont really engage in that side of fandom#i also dont think about the handler as often because. idk i just think about the women more!#but juniper and agent phoenix and the handler are like. the only people i see talked about often#which is fine!! people like them. i also like them just. not in the same way/to the same extent.#im here for the women. but. they're not talked about often at all :[#when they are it's usually briefly in passing.#they get the worst of the mischaracterization too imo. because people just do not give them the same depth as they like to give-#- charas like john. it makes me kinda sad tbh.#and also the fandom does not. seem to make much space for f/f content.#i know like. the handful of other people who make f/f content for ieytd.#and. god. idk im still honestly a bit ticked off by one solaris post that 1) was not a good analysis i will be quite honest.#it was very surface level. like really basic info and also iirc not entirely accurate? i cannot remember anymore#but. 2). it started by saying 'nobody talks about solaris outside of fabbylaris' and that still makes my blood boil.#like. not to vaguepost but. the fabbylaris posters ARE talking about solaris outside of a shipping context. please. please#also there was a whole Thing a while back where people started being strange about non-feminine nonbinary agent phoenix.#and as a nonbinary butch-adjacent dyke. it made my skin crawl!!! im NOT feminine and idk why making agent phoenix not feminine is.#apparently Bad to a certain subset of the fandom#sorry but im a dyke and i WILL make the player insert protag a butch lesbian who doesnt use she/her.#and if you have a problem with that please think about Why people making the player insert nonbinary and androgynous/Vaguely Masc is-#- such a problem to you. and whether that is alienating to the trans people in the fandom.#okay. im normal now. goodnight.
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#ok im making one more dot post and then i am (hopefully) getting off tumblr and going to bed#liam payne#death#i do suggest not reading tbh because its just gonna be waffle. anyways#ive distanced myself from the boys for years for a multitude of reasons. mainly that they did things that disappointed me and i realised the#way i was attatched to them was unhealthy. so for the most part i listened and enjoyed the music and didnt pay Much attention to anything#else. and like liam. i always liked him in the band days because to me he was the underdog. the underappreciated and probs less stanned one#out of all of them. and when youre a fan i do feel like a lot of us just wanted them all to be appreciated. idk. but anyways yeah i did feel#for him. due to him backgroud growing up. his talent. etc etc. even though he wasnt my fav. and even when he did something wrong my teenage#self still defended him like my life depended on it. (embarassing) anyways. his solo music while it was not my fav i still occasionally#enjoyed. its just over produced pop like it was fine and i found it fun. in terms of him as an actual person by this point in his career i#didnt pay attention to him or the others that much anymore#and like. yeah as of recently as more stuff came out about him being kinda weird and rude and abusive 🙃🙃🙃 that was kind of the final#straw for me! like in terms of me giving a fuck about him. if he eventually came around cool but i wasnt gonna wait around for it.#god this whole thing feels so dramatic but i need to get it oit or i Know i will not be at peace lmao anyways#so yeah come to hearing about his death which. i hear about because of trin lovell on twitter like. shsvshs. anyways my reaction was#disbelief and just... nothing? like i said in my brain i had just disregarded him honestly. and even now i still just feel speechless.#to summarise my feelings. fuck him for how he treated his ex and probably other women as well. but also. he was my boy. he'll always be a#part of me. and it feels weird that hes just. gone. he suffered a lot with addiction and pressures etc and its just. sad that hes gone now.#that he never got to get better. and he wont get the chance to. im sad for his family. and anyone else thats gonna be affected by this#im always gonna remember him.#and thats all i have to say. honestly part of me feels SO dramatic for even typing all this out but here we are.#if anyone has read this far and wants someone to talk to im more than happy. and also just wanna make clear that i am fine#le text post
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pata hai last kuch din i was very busy with my project kyunki final dena tha and binding karni thi etc to wo karwayi then i went to the bookfair bekaar tha then parso submit karne jaa rahi to subah accident hogaya (bhai ki bike skid hogayi and we fell down) and now i have a big ass blue bruise on my upper thigh and my parents don't even know lmao and kal ek science conference thi to i had to sit in an auditorium for 6 hours listening to accomplished people speak. that's what you missed now your turn
omg i knew everything in this except for the accident cause i stalk your blog vigorously everyday are you okay!!!!!!!!!! did you get tetanus shots!!!!!!!!!! also on your upper thigh oh no that's where future jiju is supposed to write MINE na as per our beloved song guilty as sin?
#did u have fun at the conference it must've been cool huh women in stem and all that#bookfair being bad is so sucky i was so excited for you to go i thought you'd send pictures too of books we like#also u already know everything i posted everything and every thought#i ate chinese but it didn't feel that good because my sister isn't here and we didn't eat it together watching#koffee or splitsvilla and i realised that it's not just the chinese food it's the whole hanging out that i love sm :((#kal well i told you pata hai the brownie place we met it's kinda new and cool types so uske bathroom mein#there was a button and it said press at your own risk and when we did it became a dj like the lights went out and#there when flashing spinning disco lights and party songs were playing mere mein wo aaya hum toh naye andaz hai apna purana#it was sooo cool im adding it to the list of places you'll visit when u come here!!!!!!!#also the food was soooo shockingly reasonably priced everything was under 200 rs!!!!! which is big for a dessert place here#and like great quantity great taste too my stupid people from office used to say it's awesome but i didn't believe them and never tried it#because they're all losers lol but i grudgingly admit that they were right#also ummmm hmm okay pata hai i realised ki oh okay im happy with who i am#like bachpan mein i used to feel very sad and loser like because dad was too strict to let me go out raat ko and everyone in school would#go to this club we went to kal and i always felt i was missing out and i wanted to be all cool and fun too#but it was kinda so boring and normal and i was like wow okay i didn't miss out i was spending days and nights reading books being in#fandoms and i was actually very happy!!!!! so like yay idk small thing bt yk i realised that oh it was okay and everything will be okay too#i kinda want to talk to that guy now like i weirdly feel like im longing for what could've been? which is ridiculous because#we were 11 and i barely talked to him back then because shy and friends would tease and i didn't realise it was a crush#i don't want to DATE him because like tbh i already know we're very different people but like wouldn't it be fun to idk make out once#then i got the urge to download dating app but i resisted the urge and won i don't think im made for casual things#me and my bestie were laughing about this yesterday too she was like i just don't understand how people can have sex one day and then#not give a fuck about each other the next day like idk if we have sex im having your kids and i was like ikrrrr like bhai sex is toh very#big im going to be attached if we hug i literally did!!!!! so we decided no more casual/situationships for us#phew okay more rambling on whatsapp love u bye this became too long#saumyuuuuuu
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what made me happy ♡
day 41: cuddling with Zoe after 10 days 🥹 finally reunited with my babyyyyy
#tbh i was sad the whole day and cried like 2 times so i am trying to find glimpses that make me happy lol#i took this pic after she was begging me for more food lol#things that made me happy#zoe tag
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Uhm I'm only on episode 851 but crazy Whole Cake Island spoilers and well spoilers for Marineford and Saobody lol but like well yeah One Piece spoilers
There's something about the way Jinbei consoles those who are spiraling from grief. Like Brook was spiraling from the thought of Pedro sacrificing himself, and like Brook was a guy who literally had all of his crew, most of his loved ones die in front of him. Like I know damn well death isn't something he can take easily, no one can really. (Interesting to note that all of the Strawhats have experienced immense loss in their life, like the death of a loved one). Now here they are Pedro sacrificed himself for their sake and Brook was blaming himself for his death saying how he was too weak and this wouldn't have happened if they were stronger (sounds familiar). Everyone was grieving and taking his loss harshly when Jinbei reminded them of the bigger picture and Pedro's intentions. Jinbei has always been someone who's been grounded throughout the story, he sees them blaming themselves and breaks their spiraling reminding them that it's not the end.
Not to make this about Ace but to totally make this about Ace and Luffy (god I'm still so sad about it), Luffy was fucking blaming himself and calling himself weak. From the loss at Saobody and the loss of his brother Luffy was just, god he was not doing well. But Jinbei was there for him, grounding him and reminding him how he didn't lose everything and that shit is still worth it. And yes I see Ace's death as a sacrifice for protecting Luffy, though it was more of a heat-of-the-moment situation than Pedro who was prepared to die because his lifespan was already short. Really I'm just trying to point out the parallels in these two scenarios, the way Jinbei was able to ground Luffy and is now able to ground the Strawhats so they don't spiral to their grief. I mean Luffy was very grateful to Jinbei partly because of his support so it's nice to see others get this from Jinbei.
#one piece#whole cake island#first son of the sea jinbe#whole cake island spoilers#soul king brook#monkey d. luffy#ace d portgas#the way I bring ace into everything is funny#there's multiple characters rotating in my head and ace is one of the main ones#whole cake island is making me really fucking sad cause the way i got attached to pedro and was like oh shit death flags#I do have other things in mind about Ace and Luffy too tbh but not for this post#and also the way Carrot s taking Pedro's sacrifice is breaking my heart bro#oda stop making me sad (keep cooking I'll live)#does this count as a thought piece#erm yeah
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Father!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#art#arlecchino#god she's just so. cool. pretty. ethereal. badass.#also I LOVE HER STORY QUEST SO MUCH!! I think it's definitely one of the best story quests in the game tbh.#wait uh arlecchino story quest spoilers below:#for one; the quest really gives even more depth to arlecchino's character. like yeah the whole thing is well. messed up.#it's an orphanage that raises orphans to be child soldiers after all. But it's also like. It's more.... humane? nicer? for the fatui anyway#which does bring me to the next thing. you know how arlecchino's like “if you're gonna leave the HotH you need to fight for it with ur life#I genuinely think that she's gonna just. straight up kill them. although it's not unlikely at all it turns out that (most of the time?) she#-just gives them a one trip to memory loss and set them free. which i do know it's kinda like death in genshin's lore but still.#I just find that pretty interesting.#also the cutscene where clervie says goodbye n stuff. It makes me cry EVERY TIME. ARGHHHH TRAGIC CHILDHOOD DOOMED YURI MY BELOVED :(((#clervie makes me so sad man. the fact that she just. accepts death. she really just let peruere kill her huh. crucabena when I fucking get#the hopelessness getting to her at that point. all attempts of freedom failed until that day..... GOD. and clervie finally getting closure-#-in the story quest as a spirit... I just..... man.........#on a lighter note :)#I got obsessed with a bloodborne OST LMAO. the uhh the lugwig boss theme. esp the sec phase one. it's SO GOOD. I first heard abt it in a-#-vid analyzing the ost musically. At the time i was like. woah. cool. what a cool sounding track. fast foward to like. a day before 4.6#I'm watching a genshin theory video and I heard the music in the bg. I recognized it but I couldn't remember where I heard it from#UNTIL I REMEMBERED. and looked it up. And I have not known peace since. good music.#anw I've been rambling too much so yeah. gn my dear fellows!!
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I'm hyperfixating on viewtiful joe again btw
#I forgot to make this statement sooner#y'know. just to keep it registered. so I can look back on it in the future#I think it's been a week or two since I've been hyperfixating officially#realistically it's probably been a bit longer but I didn't REALIZE that I was hyperfixating again yet#my theory is that the viewtiful joe side of my brain saw that qsmp surpassed its record#for media I spent the most time hyperfixated on#and it was just like#naaurrr#and it forced a vj resurgence on me#I'm not really SURPRISED . I've already accepted that my obsession w/ viewtiful joe is like a lifetime thing#but I'm just kinda like 'fucking god damn it not again'#anyway yeah ummmm dunno what this means for me bc like#I do not want to go back to the sad life that I lived when I was really into viewtiful joe#and I would spend hours making art just to post it and get 2 likes from my friends#so I dunno what I'm gonna do#I'll probably still be in the qsmp fandom tbh#or rather. I'm in the tazercraft fandom at this point#for the qsmp as a whole I guess I'm not that into it anymore#still love tazercraft thou :3#lucasings
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social anxiety killingggg me killinggggg my mind
#yesterday i made eye contact with a stranger and i thought they were gonna beat the shit out of me#and im. scared to go outside#unmgjjgkt this is why i rlly hate sad being seen as the Being Shy Disorder bc it fucking ruins my life#makes me barely leave my house and be terrified to talk to anyone even if theyre my friend#and yeah the whole thinking people are gonna kill me thing#im scared allllll the time#which is probably also due to my gad tbh that one fucks me up too
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also tomorrow i need to tell some really nice dude i went on a couple of date with that it's just not gonna work out and not trying to be dramatic or anything but the stress of it kinda makes me feel like a piece of charcoal in a burning bbq
#and it's the only free day in the entire year at the museum so it's gonna be crazy busy all day right before i meet him so that's nice#i knew dating was a mistake lmao#btw i'm not afraid he's going to hurt me or go crazy or anything but i really hate hurting people feelings#also oversharing supreme mode activated but like...#i just realized that i actually never had to reject someone after actually going out with them#my teen/super young adult self just kinda ghosted people until they got mad and then i was like well fuck you i guess (yeah that's bad)#and now i usually just straight up reject every attempt at dating me and immediately put people in the friendzone#and my whole problem is that i actually really only feel friendship for this guy after all#so i'll be quite sad if he don't want to interact with me at all anymore and it might makes things slightly awkward#since we have common acquaintances#but it is what it is#i'm probably overreacting tbh#like we went on 3 dates and i honestly feel like i'm gonna ask this man for a divorce#like i'm sure he'll be kinda sad and maybe a bit mad but i'm out there with the level of guilt i'd have if i left him after 20 years#your girl is NOT ready to date i need more time more healing and another break from weed#do I even want to go back into dating like ever is another question but let's not go there tonight i'm already fatigued enough
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last month when we had to have my cat put down we took her to this vet that’s like at the top of a massive hill (idk what the hill/mountain dividing line is but “hill” seems like a severe understatement and “mountain” seems extreme) and we asked to have her ashes back along with a clay pawprint and some of her fur and it’s been over a month and they won’t return our calls and like. idk what to do????? like it’s kind of difficult and scary to drive there if it isn’t ready/was lost or something but we’ve tried calling them like four times and no one ever answers or calls back
#all of this was supposed to be like Expensive too#which like. in their defense the deal was that we pay when we come to get it#so it's not like a scam or something but ????????????????????????#i don't know what to do tbh. and my mom has like completely given up on the whole thing but i still want it and i'd be the one paying for it#so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#besides it just makes me sad#nonsense rambling#tw animal dying
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Tumblr is once again on fire and it's all I see since yesterday and it's very disheartening..
#i dont really have an alternative tbh- none of the other platforms I tried really works for me-#and its not like I have an audience I know will eventually follow me to whatever else I might move to#i dont have the energy to start a whole new account again.. and I dont really want to go back to past ones either..#idk the whole thing just makes me sad#eryanbles#and I dont have the energy to put all my art throigh nightshade or glaze or whatever- I sometimes am too lazy to even post my art as it is-#urgh#vent
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when i die there better not be a funeral. if you have to do something do a chuck e cheese pizza party or something. if it had to be all traditional in a church or whatever don't do eulogies make it a roast instead. ppl don't even have to be roasting me roast everyone in the room i want a fight to break out at my funeral
#cremate me so half of me can go in the ocean and half of me can be in a cemetery in my home town#open casket but i'm not in there bc i've been cremated. it's encouraged that you sit in my casket and get selfies#instead of holding a funeral everyone go to disneyland#idk just make it silly. make any ceremony you have to do so fucking stupid that nobody can possibly be sad bc of how bizzare to concept is#like if you wanna visit my hometown grave and leave flowers or whatever on your own go ahead i'll literally be dead idgaf but don't#make a whole thing out of it that's weird#wait when they cremate you are you naked or are you in clothes. who decides the clothes#edit it's with or without clothing tbh i think both could be funny#cremate me wearing one of those tuxedo tshirts and a creeper hoodie#but also bare ass naked ashes is so so funny#put as much clothing as possible on me so there's more clothes ashes than me ashes 💀#idk what got me on this train of thought tonight i'm doing fine mentally i just#thought of funerals for one second and ran with it#sassy speaks#write in my will that at my funeral everyone will have to watch seasons 1-5 of spongebob + the movie no breaks and all at my funeral#like what are you gonna do NOT listen to my final wishes
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i think we should be talking more about the parallel between “desperate people find faith so now i pray to jesus too” and “it’s not meant to be so i’ll say words i don’t believe”
#NO ONE TALK TO ME#DONT DO IT#god.#maybe i'd make this an actual parallel post but i dont have the energy bc i am SAD#SAAAAD#bigger than the whole sky#soon you’ll get better#ive listened to sygb maybe three times ever i couldnt even sing it back to you tbh#parallels#taylor swift#txt#she !!!!!! is so desperate she's doing things she doesnt even believe in on the off chance that it'll help somehow#i am sick to my stomach !
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